The Maine concert is almost here

:)

right now Im exited/happy and I dont know why. 

nothing is really going my way, not saying that for pitty its just not. and not even in a bad way its just going and there is to much of it and its stuff either for others or that I have to do. just going, it has been for the last few months. not really sure if thats because i have come to grips with things or decided things. I dont really know. unsure i guess, I dont even know why I am rambling. or why I am just going to leave the lower case i in there cause I dont care. 

Its weird to not know who you are to be lost. Its weird to be able to honestly look in someones eyes when they ask you a hard question and the only thing that come from your lips is I honestly couldnt tell you who I am. 

I am sitting here on tumblr, pumped cause I am on tumblr writing.

I hardly ever write anymore, I hardly get on here any more. 

I dont think I am having a graduation party, and I am trying to see if I can get my money back for my prom ticket because I dont want to go anymore. 

I would like to go on this senior EDGE (my youth group) trip this weekend but I probably wont, and I am going camping with the bros the first weekend in June (but you dont care). 

I am having a great time with God but I dont know why cause I keep F@*#$&$* up and I havent spent time with him in a couple days.

(Source: tattooaesthetic, via jesshateslife)

lovehateandeverythingabove asked: I often find that the people around me make assumptions about my personality based on the way I dress and the way I look, I want us to be friends because we enjoy each others thoughts, interests and company, i would like nothing more than to form a relationship with you based on who we are as people and not what we look like. to be honest, i'm scared to tell you my name because if you know it, you'll see me from the outside, and I want you to know me from the inside

fair enough its just im not used to talking to people who arent ano and i still dont know who they are

update

Idea for school was success. teachers trying to get me and Alex into film festivals.

more on that later